To write a brief bio on myself has been a profound experience in avoidance. First I must warn you that forty
years of life in societal dictates and innumerable bizarre experiences that most would deem "paranormal" has left me a tad
on the hermetic side. This is how Michael, the designer of my old site, sums me up.
"You
seem to be a tad nutty, a bit irreverent, and perhaps a smidge sarcastic."
This assessment is extremely accurate. He says he was kidding... but I know better ! ;o)
I will not stoop to the norm of my communicative idiosyncrasies, however I will be quite candid, as is my wont.
I understand that this may cause some to take me less seriously than others who venture into the realm of prophecy. I do not
intend to be anyone or anything I am not. I think it is important to witness the true personality of the psychic/seer/prophet
(insert synonym of your choice here ).
I was born June 13, 1964. I don’t remember being born however I do remember being taken to my mother.
I have one on those memories that goes back to infancy. Tell me your name though and I will forget it as soon as it has been
uttered.
My mother was Native American from the Miami (me-ah-me) tribe of Indiana. My father, was predominantly German
and English. My grandmother, Clella "Polly" Potter was what people would call a "spiritual master". She preferred the term
"elder sister". She was psychic.. but not "a psychic". Her teachings helped me to survive the tempest that has been my life.
I am forever in her debt.
My "psychic" abilities were evident by the time I could walk. My father used to take me to the horse racing
tracks. He never bet, but he loved to see me pick the winners. I don’t know if I can still do that, have not tried since
I was a little girl. I do not think that I can though, at present anyway. As a child I was bright and full of beauty/harmony.
I am somewhat jaded now and this does affect my abilities in the small scale. The larger visions always get through, even
when I don’t want them.
I worked many years as a chef. I tried to make it through college but as a single parent that was impossible.
I became disabled in December of 1990 thanks to an improperly administered Rubella vaccination. The ancestors told me not
to take the shot. I argued with the nurse until she threatened me with taking me off the WIC program which I needed for my
new infant daughter. I was not making enough money to afford baby formula and could not breast feed for more than three days
as I had to work. I caved. Instead of having faith that the ancestors would provide, and listening to their warning... I became
chronically ill for the rest of my life, always in great amounts of pain. Being allergic to all pain killers, I am treated
with anti-spaz meds & the like. I no longer question my visions of warning.
Now, between this time and the next paragraph, I met a most incredible man who became my mentor. His name was
Robert J. Titus, Shaman of the WhiteFeather. I will speak about him in the essays section, but will say here that he is the
one who introduced me to the need for Spiritual Advisors/activists in the penal systems. He set me up...LOL quite literally
with the work.
As I could no longer work after 1993, I became a Spiritual Advisor/Activist for Native American inmates all
over the country under the name of "Krystal WhiteCrow". I did this work for free and often worked 12 hour days. It was something
I could do largely from my home, but did require a bit of travel from time to time. It was gut wrenching work. A complete
mental and emotional drain. It was also rewarding with the people whom I’ve been honored to meet, the laws that we somehow
managed to change, the lives that were helped. There will be more on this part of my life in the essays section soon.
Trying to keep this as short as possible I will jump to 2003. I had the most profound experience of my life
in the spring of that year. It is not something I will relate here, this will also be in essays if I can find the words. It
changed my view on reality for the rest of my life. It is not "The Illusion of Re-Incarnation" article that you will find
first. This will take some time and carefully thought wording. To try and keep myself grounded to the reality that most of
you perceive, I began a new life on the internet through a makeshift personal website, a message board of my own...and always
the Unknown Country board. The people there did not judge me and I could spout as much of the strange and unusual as my fingers
could type. (They are lucky I am disabled ! LMAO ) During the course of my life I have received many dreams and visions. I
know this is an incredulous claim...but to date they have been about 90% accurate ALTHOUGH my interpretations are not always
accurate. I recently developed quite the sense of urgency. My fiancé helped me to step out of the closet and go public with
the first prediction. I would have anyway, but his support was invaluable in my timing.
I am often brusque with my predictions. I have become that way over time from too many people NOT listening
and ending up in various unsavory ways and I could do nothing to help them. After awhile, you develop an attitude. A psychological
protective defense. With this site, I am now able to warn people of impending events and not have to know the outcome. I am
aware of how callous that sounds, but when you are psychic and have had people laugh at you, label you as "crazy"...and then
you have to watch them be hurt and/or die because they did not listen to your visions, well..it kinda sucks ya know ? Then
the families come and apologize and tell you how much they wish they had listened...you cry with them...and spend a lifetime
wondering how you could have said it differently so that maybe they would have listened.
Recently, what I call the "Earth pains" have become much worse. I can live with the Fibro/Nerve damage/other
syndromes...or I can live with the eartth pains. I can't live with both. This is the reason for the website and the donation
page. I need your help.
Now, I DO want you all to know that I value EVERY ONE OF YOU and I love you all as you are all a part of me
and this beautiful opportunity we have on this planet to learn and grow. That is why I am here. My essays will not always
be so undertoned as this one. The key to this life is to RECOGNIZE BEAUTY in ALL. The key to spiritual evolution is
the recognition of PARADOX as a definitive. Peace
and Blessings,
Krystal